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| Update...
Things accomplished recently
- Choose flower girl's dress
- Have bridesmaids buy dresses (1 out of 4 thanks to Kirby) :)
- Get car fixed (had dead battery and a few messed up wires that are now better)
- Get a pay check
- Drop GEOG class with crazy professor
- Apply to ECU
- Start Ballroom Dancing
- Watch Heroes Season 1
- Watch Stick It and Ella Enchanted
- Convince Jessi to give me her son for a weekend
- Lost 8 lbs last week
- Sent out all but one save the date card
So that's that. I've still got a lot to do but I'm happy I've gotten this much done. I love Jordan and I'm so happy that we're getting closer to the wedding. Only 102 days to go now :) WAHOOOO!
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| I have grown out of this color scheme that is still up here, but I don't feel like changing it, nor do I have the time.
I went out with some awesome kids last night after youth group to play pool. It was really a fun time and I got to catch up with high school friends - that is always awesome.
I have a date with Brandon Obie tomorrow :) We haven't hung out since high school and he is my favorite. I miss him so much. We were such good friends throughout high school. We are gonna have dinner and walk around CW. It should be a lot of fun.
Saturday I hope I am going to David's Bridal with Caroline and Rachel so that we can look at Bridesmaid dresses so we can start looking at decorations and all. This is the kick off of the wedding planning!
Hopefully, Jessi will be closing on her house tomorrow.
We have a big Minnieland inspector coming tomorrow and I am really nervous.
I am really addicted to Lost Season 2. My dad and I watch an episode each night. It is such a cool show.
What should I do for 4th of July? Go see Jordan or have a BBQ with dad? We shall see.
I miss Jordan. He's at camp so I can't even talk to him on the phone hardly at all this week :(
I think I have made a really good invitation for the wedding so I think we may have that nailed down. I think we are ordering save the dates soon... :)
And by the way, Nexus is amazing now. Special props to the summer interns... Nate, Gabe, Jonathan, Michael, and Ben :)
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| So, it has been quite awhile since I have posted. Just a few updates before I fall asleep on my computer.
Shrek the Third - It's cute. Dad and I saw it tonight. I liked it. It made me want to be with Jordan - all love stories or stories with couples in it makes me want to be with Jordan.. even more so than normal. There is a Damien Rice song in it. I know Jordan would be proud of me for recognizing it.
Jordan - He's amazing. I love him. I love him more purely and passionately than I could have ever imagined loving anything or anyone. I miss him so much, but I get to see him this weekend :) He just got his second job and is excited about it... so I am too :)
Job - I started working at a daycare in Williamsburg this week. I work five days a week for at least 8 hours and I get paid well. I work 9-6. My kids are crackheads but they are really fun and they keep me on my toes. Unfortunately I am losing my voice from them. I don't know if it is because they are so bad and I am always yelling at them thats making me sick or if someone gave me a cold.
Diet - I am really trying to do a diet. I eat Lean Cuisines and Slim Fast for 2 meals out of the day and a healthy dinner plus snacks and fruits or veggies. Next month Caroline and I will be working out a work out schedule at the YMCA that both of our schedules can do. As another incentive, I am doing a Biggest Loser competition with Jordan and some friends in Greenville with the help of a licensed nutritionist from the church. So far, I am not doing well but we weigh in again next weekend and I have high hopes.
Georgia - Jordan and I will be going to GA for Erik and Nikkies wedding in Savannah next Saturday. We are leaving Thursday night and coming back Sunday night. I am very very excited. They were there when Jordan proposed to me :) They helped set it up. I can't wait.
Wedding - We are also going to a different wedding this weekend. I love weddings. I want to dance with my love.
Phone - My cell phone is crap.
Chair - My computer chair is broken... in two places... I need a new one... they are expensive... pfft.
Summer Staff and Gabe - So I caught up with Gabe, a friend from high school, on Tuesday and it was so good to talk to him. He will be on the Nexus Summer Staff. I'm excited about these guys and I hope that they will do well this summer and make it really fun.
Ben R. - Also caught up with him. He's a good guy. I wish he would get a break soon. He's been having a rough time lately.
Brianna - She's pretty :)
CDs - I'm selling CDs for Jordan on half.com. Fun. :) We're makin moneys.
The End. I can't think of anything else random to put on here except that I hung out with cep last night. I miss her. I'm so glad she's back from college... for good. Oh, and Pat's moving here. Good for her. That's awesome.
I want to move in with Jordan. Now. I wish I didn't have any responsibilities here. I miss him so much.
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| Jordan and I?
We are amazing. I'm so in love with him. The way he looks at me makes me melt. I love the way we can laugh together. He is my best friend.
We went to a wedding together yesterday. We danced together. Jordan doesn't dance. I'm so happy. It was so romantic. I love him. I love him. I love him!
Why don't we get married?
because I'm scared.
I'm scared of leaving my family (my dad, who i still live with; my sister who I have recently gotten close to; my nephew Wyatt), my church that is finally getting the building that we have been praying for, my school that I have finally gotten used to, and my best friends (Liz. Adam. Kirby.). I'm scared and heartbroken to think of all that I would have to leave to gain a life with the man I love. I'm growing up. I'm in love. And, I'm scared.
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| ... than thinking that you know someone and realizing you don't.
I really really think that you feel upset sometimes and you say that you don't. Your voice says something different than the words that you are saying. You laugh at me but I really can't get over it.
Do you think I'm just being a girl?
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